Saya selalu saja kesulitan menyusun kata2 doa. Walaupun sebenarnya tidak banyak yang ingin saya minta, tapi saya ingin menceritakan semuanya kepada Mu ya Rabbi, segala keluh kesah, segala sakit hati, segala harapan dan keinginan…tapi entah kenapa begitu susah rangkaian kata itu tersusun…begitu sulit memilih kata2 yang pantas untuk Mu yang Maha Agung…
Tapi hamba tahu, Engkau Maha Mendengar, Maha Mengetahui segala isi hati, Maha Memberi…tidak ada tempat hamba mengadu selain Engkau, tak ada daya dan kekuatan melainkan dengan pertolonganMu saja, maka dengarkan dan kabulkan doa hamba Mu yg dhoif ini:

 
“Bismillah…Ya Rabb, tunjukkan jalan yang terbaik bagi kami…tambahkan kesabaran, kekuatan, dan keikhlasan untuk menjalani semua ketetapanMU…ampuni kami…jadikan kami hamba Mu yang pandai bersyukur….amiin ya Rabbal ‘aalamiin”.

When I first had you, I used to dreamed to have the freedom and carefree lifestyle that would afford me the opportunity to photograph and write about some of the beautiful places in the world.
I used to imagine myself out taking beautiful photos every day, hiking, smiling, laughing, with not a care in the world. Warm and toasty at night, sitting at the computer in a hotel room, editing photos and surfing the net. No worries, no fuss, and no new grey hairs.
And here you are today…lonely, cold, and a bit dusty…in my wardrobe…unused, abandoned…
Instead, I choose my new handy pocket camera to take and use everywhere I go now…for sure, it doesn’t do better job than you did…
And here I am today…missing you, my Nikon D200…just so you know, I still have the same dream…

 

 

 

 

 

 

XOXO,

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Penyakit jiwa no. 59: orang kalo ada maunya jadi baiik banget. Sedangkan penyakit jiwa yang ke 60 adalah, orang yang dibaikin itu mau ajah dibodoh2in begitu.
Mari berdoa semoga keduany segera kembali ke jalan yang benar.
Keyword : #ikhlas.

This is maybe a late post, knowing that my gorgeous little princess Khansa is 16^th months old now, meaning that I’ve become a mom almost a year and a half now…not a short time!

But perhaps, one year is a right time to reflect what is being a mom all about. Because changes are happen so fast, every second there are changes…just like people said; one thing that keeps constant is changes. And so you can imagine how many changes that happened in a year period.

A friend stated to me once, when I just got married for few months, “how come I didn’t see any changes in you after being a married person?” (I think I already wrote about this, feel free to search this blog to read it ). At that time, I couldn’t argue her, because I think she’s right. Nothing has changed in me, except my status

But now my friend, I think you’ve already changed your mind about it. Because you’re a mother too now . For sure, you and I know, there are a whole lot of changes!

For me, getting through this one year period of being a mom, is all about caring, sharing, sacrificing, and being grateful for His most precious gift. Of course, there are a lot of joys and laughter…yet, there are also tears fall along the way…

Being a mom, my daughter is becoming the centre of my universe. It’s all about her, 24/7 (or maybe more). Even though I cannot be with her all day long, but she’s the only one I think about wherever I am, whatever I did. When she’s sick, got cough or fever, it’s me the one who hurt most seeing her suffered. When she’s smile, it’s like I can do anything in the world to keep that smile on her face…

I used to go where I want to go, do what I want to do, and buy what I want to buy, not needing advice from others…but now, it seems like I have her as the reason for all decisions I should make…go or no go, do or not do, buy or not buy, she must be taking into account…not like she’s a burden, but more like she’s becoming my action control, motivation, and excuse…those are (actually) things I needed nowadays…

I know, I’m far for being a perfect mom…I know I still need to learn a lot, about patient, affection, and tons of things about child education…

But God knows I’m trying hard…so hard to the point that someday my child can proudly say that she’s the luckiest girl in the world to have me as her Mom……so help me God…

~Dedicated to my best friend ever, Khansa Nuri Mufidah~

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Alhamdulillah…akhirny WP ga jadi di block…
I don’t know why…maybe they just found out that one of the big boss likes to blog too…ehehehe
Lanjut update ke page Khansa dulu aah…thanks nway Mr. IT :p

Great! ‘They’ blocked WordPress also..
Why? Maybe bcos now employees are started making money out of it…so, WordPress is a conflict of interest…sigh!

Lama tak merangkai kata

Mungkin sibuk terlalu menyita

Hingga hati tak lagi peka

Menangkap getar-getar cahaya

Lama tak merangkai kata,

Tapi syukurlah rindu tak sirna

Dawai-dawainya masih mampu bersuara

Isyaratkan bilik hati yang hampa

Aku tak bisa bernyanyi,

Karena suaraku tak bening bak burung kenari

Aku tak bisa bercerita,

Karena rangkaian kataku sering hilang tanpa makna

Aku hanya bisa belajar menulis,

Itupun sekedar sketsa kecil dalam baris-baris

Ingin kuungkapkan rasa,

Walau kadang menguap tak berbekas di udara

Ingin kukatakan cinta,

Walau pasti kelu lidah terasa

Aku hanya berdoa,

Semoga tak dulu pudar tinta-tinta pena

Karena di malam tanpa gemintang ini

Kuingin mulai menulis lagi

Buat kenangan walau kecil tanpa arti

Buat lembaran-lembaran esok yang penuh misteri

(Original Writing by Reza Ervani)

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Which File Extension are You?

Hey,  I just downloaded WhatsApp Messenger on my Android.  It is a Smartphone Messenger which replaces SMS. This app even lets me send pictures, video and other multi-media!  WhatsApp Messenger is available for Android, iPhone, Nokia and BlackBerry and there is no PIN or username to remember – it works just like SMS and uses your internet data plan.  Get it now from http://www.whatsapp.com/download/ and say good-bye to SMS.

Just download and install wordpress for android in my phone. This is just a test post